33 weeks

I could not sleep last night. It was too hot and Kelly has trouble sleeping with the windows open and the two buzzing fans blasting air at me. I woke up at 5:00 and thought I was going to vomit as soon as I stood up. I poured my Cheerios and milk and could only take a bite before I started to feel an incredible throbbing pain behind my eyes and in the back of my head. So I phoned in sick to work today.

I feel like this baby is huge. My head has been pounding so I haven't opened the blinds yet today, although I can tell it's beautiful sunny day from the sun steaming through between each slot of blind. I've been experiencing a constant feeling of light nausea, tightness and heartburn-like pain all day. My daily activities have basically consisted of lying on the couch and going to the bathroom to empty my bladder that I'm sure the baby is sitting on and squeezing. I haven't really had anything to eat today; I managed to eat a pancake, my breakfast Cheerios and some cherries. These small amounts of food have caused an incredible amount of discomfort.

I've been managing to go to the gym pretty much every day, but not today. I hope this is not what the rest of the pregnancy is like.

Love,

Michelle D.

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